Subject: More On Our Colony On Mars. Part 4.                          Nov. 
7, 2011.

  This mentioned the founders of Rome.

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      The Dark Spell and Major Confirmation

      Previous to meeting Agent X and after meeting Ki' Lia, and after
my husband and I split up, I had broken free of a spell from a man who
was the archetype of Dionysis/H-des, who shared in great detail his
experience of an ageless woman who never perished. She claimed to
be the original Eve with a tribal following. She gave him hints of the
recipe for immortality, described soul families and the whole story of
Eden, and that he would meet a woman called the Mother of us all,
Aura Sena (world soul/Sophia/H-ly S-irit). She was able to keep herself
alive through inserting an orb in her yoni and it would change colors
and react differently depending on whose hands it was in. He was
very skeptical until she showed him. Through w-zards, priestesses
and books, he went on a twenty-plus year search for Magdalene-Sophia.

      After we found each other through an online forum about
C-rist-Sophia, we met in person. I had just moved close to him before
meeting him, otherwise it would have been much harder to see one
another. It was not something I felt comfortable with because so far
nothing had been stable or good. I felt this was a character that I
had to get my energy back from, and I sensed the familiarity right
away. His jaw dropped the minute I entered the room, and saw that
I fit exactly the description that Eve and many others along the
way gave him about me. I have their dialogue to this day - he
pulled it out of a bookshelf rather hidden away because, during the
time he talked to her, he wrote it all down. It happened years ago
so it was very tucked away.
      Not soon after I walked through the door, he pulled it out and
said that it belonged to me. He had never met anyone that he
could give it to, even though he was thinking it might be this or
that person based on the physical description. I had goosebumps
reading the description that matched me perfectly both physically
and personality-wise and the path that I was always aware I was
on. It is something that would truly baffle anyone who reads it. I
was a skeptic of course, like he was in the beginning, but when I
read the words and the countless names of the tribes, her children
and the mention of Lilith, the nature of Adam and other planets
where she was first fashioned and the singular creativity of
Sophia. After all of that, I knew this was the real deal. I still
though, find it hard to believe but after all that I have been
through - is anything really that shocking anymore?

      We had ongoing discussions and conflicts about my role and
emergence into this world and the demiurge control. Even
though it seemed like he wanted to set me free, he became very
imprisoning and an incredible challenge to break free from.
Skilled in alchemy and w-tchcraft, he admitted to casting a spell
on me that got out of control in 1980, after he heard about me
from Eve and was getting weary of the search. Not aware that I
was still a child, the spell was intended to bring Sophia and
ultimate wisdom to him. I was only seven then, and that is actually
when I felt the dark forces yank on me. I realized he had fallen
into the patriarchal matrix, but in his case, he wanted to love
and possess me. I had it coming from all angles, from this
agency and from misguided m-gic. He set free an entity by
mistake and thought that the spell had gotten out of control.

      Chapter 2. MEETING AGENT X AND THE MARS MISSION

      Timeline
      (I will use dates with this since this was the final showdown.)

      April, 2006. As I was working on breaking free of this character, I
decided to go to a festival. I had been such a recluse, dealing with
extreme emotions, because I could feel the forces of the archons
and negative technologies try to break me on a daily basis. All I
could do is cry and scream in absolute refusal of letting any mind
control waves into my being. Ki' Lia and I spoke at great length,
and I empowered what I saw in her, which was the matrix of
Quan Yin and Isis, able to sense the energies in her womb and how
it relates to global chaos. After getting to know her more, it was
clear that her and I had similar natures as embodiments of
Shakti, but with just very different roles.

      So at this festival I met a man who we are calling Agent X.
We just hit it off and spent the evening together and I was really
falling for him big time. I could feel our connection and past lives
and just was amazed. I truly felt that I had met my true Sacred
Union love. It was m-raculous and beautiful and I thought he
was so brilliant. He admitted that he was falling fast and it was
the sweetest thing ever. We discussed many things relating to
Magdalene and Arimathea and how he had heard that our paths
would cross, but there was no mention yet of his Mars mission,
which would become very intense later.

      He seemed to embody Joseph of Arimathea and Osiris in
every way and his knowledge of nature, his art work and
awareness were deep, intense and quite brilliant. Little did
I know he could only maintain his organic nature for brief
periods of time, until he was overtaken by something so
powerfully corrupt.

      June, 2006. We got engaged after some time - after we fully
had a heart connection that was undeniable. As I got to know
him more he started to reveal things to me about this group
he goes to who are quite p-ychic and deal with alien
abduction related things. He himself had witnessed something
truly bizarre with an animal skinned, that had all the b-ood
sucked out and that the radiation or energy around this really
affected his health for a long time.

      Regarding the group he mentioned, he believed that he had
joined a sort of thinktank, an investigative group, which was also
working on creating a mission to Mars. He kept telling me of
the cataclysms that were coming and that this was something
we were special to be involved in.

      Agent X very much thought that the people he was dealing
with were good guys and his physicist adviser was his hero
because of the zero p-int energy, remote viewing stuff he was
involved in. He tried to get me excited, saying that we had a
chance to escape the disaster. It just did not sit well with me,
but he wouldn't talk further, and I just hoped it would all fade
away as our love would become much more important. At this
time I had no idea the power they had over him, or that they
were even using anything on him to keep him as an agent and
almost a servant to their mission. I was blinded by love too,
and I just wanted to not think about it till it came up again. I
later found out that they had sent him to find me.

      He knew a lot about me from numerous sources that
overlapped with one another - from Freema-ons, Knights
Templar, to this hidden branch of the go-ernment that was
behind creating this Mars mission. They understood me based
on remote-viewing and time travel devices and they also
seemed to recruit people from the Freemaso-s and Knights
Templar who were well aware of the Magdalene path. They
seemed to all be connected, but someone was taking
advantage of it all and trying to stay one step ahead of how
nature may have unfolded as far as us coming together into
Union. I did not find out he was an agent until a few months
into the relationship, and then I later found out that it was
them who sent him to find me.

      Agent X revealed to me that they had a list of men who
could create that with me and when all of those relationships
ended because I broke free and saw through them, they went
all the way with Agent X and knew we would somehow meet.
They were able to get to him before I was. I picked up on the
fact that many have been chipped to destroy me and the energies
of the d-vine feminine, but could never figure out this list and
why there would even be one if I was going to eventually meet
him.
Perhaps as a last resort, as a back up, as a way to reel me in
when I had no strength left? There are still many questions that
need answering.

      The agency that sent him to find me, or the other groups he
was involved in who held my story in their awareness for many
lifetimes, I wasn't sure who he was speaking on behalf of
regarding Sophia or my boys - because I believed I was a person
of interest for the agency and was recruited to Mars because of
my Ei-enhower bloodline. I suppose the reasons were both.

      It seemed the agency knew the Sophia part too, and recruited
the key player who could create a great shift on Earth with me.
It seemed all these groups were involved with each other without
the full awareness of what the agenda was about, except for
perhaps one or a few people.

      One time he pulled all the equipment in my house apart.
Taking cell-phone batteries out, shutting down all electronics -
so he could candidly tell me what he knew and revealed much
about me and my boys, which explained why I was even a
person of interest. He said that we were being bugged, even
with web cams out in the streets, and tried to insist that he
was protecting me. What he told me was that this had to do
with Sophia-Magdalene and that everything that I knew about
myself was indeed true. They knew a lot about my boys, too.
They mentioned the Mayan hero twins and Romulus and Remus
who founded Rome.

Part 4.

John Winston.   johnfw@mlode.com