no one believes me,my own family doesn't even want to hear about it.I
have hundreds of documents that I have printed from my computer that
covers everything that has and is happening to me for twenty five
years now.They say its all in my head.I do admit,it is in my head but
it doesn't originate in my head.It is from an outside source.Thats
what really bothers me.Unlike many people I know,I wont say something
to be true unless I know that it is true.Thers a difference between
knowing and thinking you know the truth.I know what's happening to me
is real and not some kind of brain malfunction.
     It started while I was in the U.C.D.medical center after a
motorcycle accident in 1981.I remember having what I thought was a
dream.I was on a gurnie in a room,there were others besides the
doctors there.They said they were going to program me.They asked me
what kind of program I would like.I didn't understand what they
ment.They asked me,if you could be any thing you wanted what would you
be.I remember saying that I would like to be more like Jesus
Christ.After about a month at the med center I was transfered to
Kaiser hospitle.I was there for several months.I started hearing
whispering voices.It sounded like doctors and nurses talking about me
as if they could see me but there was no one there.This continued off
and on until I went home.It got more audible and more frequent after
my release.I remember lying in bed and having the feeling of flying
through space.I knew that I was in bed and awake but it was like I was
also flying through space.It was int riguing so much that I would go
to bed early just to experience it again.One night while lying in bed
awake,I felt like there was  an electric energy around my head.There
were voices asking me if they could take my brain-waves.Knowing that
brain-waves were minute electrical impulses sent out from the brain
like radio waves from a transmitter I replied,if the brain-waves go
out fro m my head and if someone could pick them up then I guess its
ok.after that incident I started hearing voices every where I
went.When I was in public they would talk about things that had
happened or things I had done in the past in a way that made me feel
as if it wrer the people around me doing the talking.This made me very
uncomfortable and very paranoid.I realized that they had taken my
whole life history from within my brain.They knew every second of my
life as if they had lived it,probably better.Every where I went,I
would hear what seemed to be people whispering bad things about
me.When a j et plane flew over the thunderous roar would be broken up
into words for me to hear.The sound of freeway traffic or anything
that bussed or vibrated was broken up into words that only I could
hear.They started telling me to read the bible over and over all day
long for days.When I came across certain names,there would be like a
thunderous roar acompenied by a screaming voice sounding to me what
the devil would sound like.When I would get tired and couldn't stay on
track,seemingly a chorus of voices would read along with me .It was
pretty scary at times.I couldn't figure out what was going on.The
voices said they were brainwashing and programming me.I couldn't
accept that and told them so.They said they were going to put me in a
mental hospitle.They would imitate my neighbors voices and say bad
things about me.They would have me hear whispering as if there were
someone outside my room seeing everything I did with my curtains
closed.It was like a total invasi on of my privacy.There were times
when it was like they were parading others in front of my room saying
that I was the savior.They would say to me over and over again,your
the savior Doug.This went on for several weeks.They would say,don't
you know who you are.don't you know how big your spirit is.They tried
to make me think it was spiritual.One day the voices started repeating
over and over,its ultrasound ultras onics ultrasound ultrasonics as if
it were a commercial.that went on for days.Weeks later,they started
saying it was cybernetics.Having never heard the word before,I didn't
understand what they were saying.After a few days I finely got
it.Thats when I looked it up on my computer and found that everything
that was happening to me was there for me to read.Since then they have
tried to convince me that they were everything from God the devil the
government the F.B.I.my neighbors my family the sheriffs,everything
but aliens.I dont think its spiritual.I think its human beings with
techknowlogy aquired from an outside source.I think it involves super
computers satilites microwave antenias and people.Latly they have been
bambarding me with frequencies 24 hours a day.They hit me on both
sides of my head.Its so intense that it zaps my energy to where I can
hardly get up out of bed.Its almost parilizing.It puts me in such a
bad mood that I dont want to be around any one or do anything.Ive se
en on the computer that similer things are happining to thousands of
people all over the world.I know its real 100% without a doubt and Im
sure others that its happining to feel the same.There is way to much
evidence for our government not to act on this atrosity.It makes me
feel like they might have something to hide.It seems our government
has been involved in secret experiments on the public numerous times
in the past and the public never becomes aware of it for many years
after the fact.I hope that what ever this is and whoever is causing it
is exposed befor I die.If not,I want it to be Known that my life has
been a living hell sinse the early 1980s.The public really needs to
know whats going on.It should be on all the news stations,in the
papers,on the radio,on billboards.Our government should be disgusing
it on all levels.People its not happining to seem to have the
attitude,If its not happining to them,its not real.If you wait till it
happins to you,it will probubly be to la te.
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Douglas Clayton Wendorff

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